Look at me one last time,

so I can see into your soul.

Hold my hand one last time,

so that I kiss it and squeeze it tight.

Hug me one last time,

so that I can feel your body against mine.

Kiss me like you’ll never see me again,

so that our hearts begin to race.

Lay down next to me,

as we get lost in extacy,

one last time.

Let me feel your body go crazy,

so I know that I made you feel just right.

Let’s make love until the sunlight,

as I wake up holding you tight.

And in that moment,

For the final time,

I tell you that I love you,

With each passing day and night.

I kiss you gently as I walk away,

Because I knew that was the last time you’re going to see my face.

forbidden fruit

hush hush

just let the moon's pale face

illuminate

the forbidden fruit

that drips from the limbs

hush hush

not another whispered word

how bitter sweet

the nectar is

tinged sour with sin

hush hush

when love entwines

under the night's cover

you'll be mine

my sweet sweet

forbidden fruit

hush hush

no more words

words, ugly things

creatures that hurt

rip

poison

hush hush

this is ours 

a secret

the world won't pry it away

rip us apart

our fingers still sticky

with this luscious poison

no, our colors wont bleed away

not just yet

we still have time

to feast

on the sin that is

our forbidden fruit

Cold December Winds

Ravens dance upon the grey tombstone

Cold December winds leave an invalid kiss

The words R.I.P shadows behind a blood stain

It was the last thing he remember before his death

The gun cocked and place at a great angle

A bottle of whisky shatters among the wretched ground

He lost all purpose once more

But this time it won’t be a fail attempt

This time he will get it right

For this time he will die tonight

It was not the words good-bye

Nor the warmth of a friend’s hug

That drove him over the edge

But the letter reach read

“Good-bye world
I had enough of this
in hell may I be tormented
by the grace of my own sanity
I leave you with a thought
I am no longer trapped”

Depression found a heavy shoulder to cry on
the reason to continue became like the sun
lost in the sky of a rainy day
sleep was something that he lack

Drink him –self stupid

Trying to forget all about the world around him

It was no use

Everything reminded him of a once summer dance

A secret crush

A friend to turn too

Standing under a streetlight lost

It was this which he came to think

That he will not part without him

That he was his everything and more

And so here he stands

Gun cocked

Drunk to the core

Ready to die

Ready to fly

‘BAMM!!” goes the gun

Down his body falls

Blood red as wine soaks the grass

Forever is he embraced in the arms of his true beauty

Forgotten among the realm of the living

Shatter upon the realm of the dead

Now he walks this place

Between the world of now and tomorrow

Never knowing peace

Never knowing the joy of love

Cause death found no reason for him

And so he is the haunting of a love gone stray

The ghost of shadow play